Getting some bad energy out of me
Getting this out of my chest. Today I went on a bike ride around Manhattan. Quite a beautiful day. However, by battery park the bike lanes get all messy and once I got into one a little child comes running out to my bike, I stop the bike and he trips with my back tire. I am freaking out worried, asking the mom if he is ok. He is, not even a scratch, he is not even upset, crying or anything. While the mom continues to check on him and I watch and continue to apologize a man comes and starts telling me how irresponsible of me, this is your fault, blah blah and I just look at him and say (exactly my thoughts) You are not helping at all. He repeats This is your fault. And I say I know this is my fault, I don't need you to come and tell me, stared at him, said good bye to child and apologized and I turned away. These two ladies that are sitting on a bench close by tell me, don't worry, it really wasn't your fault. And I leave relieved that I did not hurt the little guy but I am